Good Morning Manila

It's fine.

Good time

Finally, I came back.

I'm tired, but fun time starts from now.

I enjoy movies and games drinking, and listening to music.


It is not to be disturbed anyone.

Success

I dream come true for me is doing 10 years.

I dedicate to my friends who waited believe me this business.

Dear my friend

I was encouraged from you.

And I've been working hard to believe your words.

And trying to achieve their results soon.


I know that you do not have much longer.

I had thought I would want to be successful while you are alive.

Maybe it will succeed.


I will leave this country you died.

I was in this country because there was you.


Everything put away, I will go out.

Nothingness

I knew that he is a cancer.

And I also knew that his condition is bad lately.

I also knew that he would not live much longer.

Even if he died, I would not cry.

It would not be lonely sad.


But a sense of emptiness is attacked.

However, I'm not thinking anything.

I remember a distant memory.

North Africa

Terrorist attacks occurred in Algeria.

Gas plant construction site in the desert,

our engineers have been attacked multinational multinational Islamic guerrillas.


Looking at the map, suddenly, I remembered the old days.

That was 30 years ago that.

When I was playing in a club in Roppongi,

I became acquainted with foreigners of the same generation.

Freddie, escort officer stationed in the U.S. Embassy,

Gill, son of French diplomat,

Ahmed son of the Sultan of Morocco,

Sarah had come to training from Libya,

Canadian Mark and Arran,

Friends, was playing foosball and pinball games together.

At that time,

"Because it is Japanese oil refining plant facility

  in the desert on the border of Algeria and Libya.

  Let's go there."

 I was invited by Sarah.


If I had said OK, if I would have been?

I felt the mystery of fate.

Good news

Afternoon, contact was from Mr Nozaki

"A cruise ship is docked in Nagasaki"

The name of the ship Diamond Princess.

Mitsubishi Heavy Industries, Ltd. Nagasaki Shipyard was built in 10 years ago,

but it's the world's largest luxury cruise ship.


This ship is on fire during construction, it is a ship that was re-built.

When this ship is launched, go on a maiden voyage,

shed tears, our employees Mitsubishi was shelved.

I have a special coating on the glass of all of this ship.

Then, I met a historic moment, I had a great experience.

And it is also my pride.


It was a request of the shipowner when the ship was docked,

again, with the hope that the coating.


Old friends, came from the Netherlands.

And I gather the young guys Nagasaki.


And dear fellow, I met again in the good old land.

Long sleep

I wonder how much was sleeping?

Maybe, I might have been tired.

As it is also stripped off his clothes.

As well as I was about to eat rice balls.

As well as mineral water that was about to drink.


Last night, I was told from them.

 "She will not forget you.not forget you.

　Surely she will contact you.

　Because, she I love you. Really your thing"


These words pierced deep into my heart.

I Want to know what love is

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when I'm older

Now this mountain I must climb
Feels like a world upon my shoulders
I through the clouds I see love shine
It keeps me warm as life grows colder

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Can't stop now, I've traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me

I'm gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
I've got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
I can't stop now, I've traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
And I wanna feel, I want to feel what love is
And I know, I know you can show me

Let's talk about love
I wanna know what love is, the love that you feel inside
I want you to show me, and I'm feeling so much love
I wanna feel what love is, no, you just cannot hide
I know you can show me, yeah

I wanna know what love is, let's talk about love
I want you to show me, I wanna feel it too
I wanna feel what love is, I want to feel it too
And I know and I know, I know you can show me
Show me love is real, yeah
I wanna know what love is...

ピーター・パン症候群

行きつけの居酒屋の女将から言われた。

「あなたは、いつまで経っても大人になれないね。」

「うるさい、関係ないだろ！！！」と答えた。

隣の客から

「それって、ピーター・パン症候群って言うんだよ。」と言われた。


ピーター・パン症候群。

成長を拒む男性のこと。

幼児期に母親と離れて育った少年がなるらしい。

ピーター・パンシンドローム（The Peter Pan Syndrome)とも言う。

未熟なナルシストで自己中心的で反抗的な性格らしい。

言われてみれば、その通りである。


母親的な優しい女性に憧れるらしい。

確かにピーター・パンはウェンディに弱い。

ウェンディジレンマ（Wendy Dilemma)と言う。


なるほどね。

Our time

That up to yesterday, it was over.

Anyone can not go back anymore.

Anyone do not know that's tomorrow

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone.

I just now spent unnecessarily.

寒い夜

爆弾低気圧が接近し、寒くなるという。

こんな夜とばかりに、酒とつまみを買い揃え、

一人、舌鼓を打つ。


ここのところ、断酒したせいか、

今宵は酒がすすむ。


見たいTVも無く、

静かに飲み続ける。


静寂の中、聞こえてくるのはエアコンの音だけ。


こんな夜は屋久島を思い出す。


荒れた冬の夜、

遠くから聞こえてくる潮騒。

音といえばそれだけ。

その音だけを聴きながら、

酒を飲んでいた。

原因は？？？

10日程前から、偏頭痛が続いていた。

気になって病院へ行ってきた。

CT撮ったり、色々検査した。


結果は肩こりが原因らしい。


ホッとした。

何か心配しすぎて、馬鹿みたい。

薬を沢山貰った。

こんなに飲まないな。

多分、全部飲まない・・・

先日の記憶喪失はただの二日酔い・・・？

夢か現か幻か

困ったものだ。

昨日の記憶が全く無い。

携帯の履歴もあてにならない。

念を押して言われたのだが、

夢なのか現実なのかもわからない。


困ったものだ・・・

Signal

Signal has been received from her.

Meaning of the signal, "I am. Has seen much of you"

Docile to her is a bold action.

She knows the real reason

that I do not meet anyone, not go anywhere.



Summer night, I told her everything.

At that time, hugged me, she had been kissed many times.


Since that hot night, I have not met her even once.

Signal to her might have a stronger sense...

東公園

久し振りに東公園に来た。

あれから1年になる。


再起をかけ、頑張って来た。

1年間、辛抱した。

おかげで、今月は僅かながら、

お金が残った。


忘れてはならない。

あの日のことは・・・

忘れえぬ思い出

真夜中に目が覚めた。

エアコンをつけっ放しにしていたので、

喉が渇いた。


また、あの夢を見ていた。


いつも気になる、あの言葉。


「白血球が10000を超えた。」

「残るものは、あげられない。」

「私には時間が無い。」


そして、最後は

「今、海にいます。

　・・・を聴きながら。」


4ヵ月後に携帯が解約された。


毎晩、聞こえていた「MY GIRL」の着メロ。

もう聞こえなくなって5年目になる・・・

帰って来た時間

失った時間が帰って来た。

少しづつだけど、帰って来た。

もう失くさない。

大事にしまって置こう。

プライド

町を歩いていたら、

二日続けて、似た人を見た。

まるで、忘れるなと言われているみたいに・・・


誇り高く、美しい女。

毅然として、そして優しいまなざしで僕を見つめる。

微かな微笑をたくわえる美しい唇。

清楚で聡明な女。


そう、僕はこの女から愛されていた。

そして、それは僕のプライド。

Painful dream

Was fun when I disappear.

Luscious goes every day lost.

Coming risen painful memories.


Summer seven years ago.

Daughter's crying.

And lie.


I thought I was finally freed ...

Why does it happen?

What I do wrong?


God will not permit me still ...